Who Was Grayson Murray? PGA Tour Pro’s Mental Health Struggles, Anxiety, Wins & More Explored

“It’s special that I am in those (Signature) events,” confessed an excited Grayson Murray back in January 2024. He had said so after clinching his second PGA Tour win at the Sony Open in Hawaii. Little did he know that he would only be able to take part up till the sixth elevated event on the men’s circuit, the Wells Fargo Championship, owing to his untimely demise at the age of 30.

The golfer had withdrawn from the Charles Schwab Challenge after the 16th hole, citing an illness. However, what awaited the community was nothing short of heartbreaking. Meanwhile, one can’t help but take a look back at the professional’s life, which was an inspiring journey in itself after battling the likes of depression and alcohol addiction.

A peek back into Grayson Murray’s life

The athlete was born on October 1, 1993, in Raleigh, North Carolina, to Eric Murray and his wife, Terry. He entered the world of golf at a young age when he was introduced to his mother’s clubs, following which he took quite a heavy interest in the same. As a result, the athlete decided to focus on the sport, leading him to rake in three consecutive Callaway Junior World Championships from 2006 to 2008, the first of which he won when he was just 13 years old.

That’s not all. He played through to get into the Korn Ferry Tour and made his first cut on the circuit at the age of 16. The professional thus became the second-youngest player to ever pass the cut line on the circuit. Fast forward to his college life: the athlete finally received the break he needed after small runs at Wake Forest University, East Carolina University, and Arizona State University. He was specially invited into a KFT event in North Carolina, where Murray managed to finish T10. He was able to replicate the same in the following events following which he finished T2 on the circuit’s money list allowing him full PGA Tour status in the 2016-2017 season.

The American soon made his mark on the league with his first victory at the 2017 Barbasol Championship when he scored a 21-under 263 at 22 years of age. This helped him secure a two-year exemption through the 2019 season. However, the next few years were difficult for the professional who had been faced with various struggles including alcoholism as well as anxiety and depression.

Murray’s fight with addiction and depression

“I would drink during tournament weeks. It was my outlet,” admitted Grayson Murray during an interview following his Sony Open win, “I thought I was invincible coming out here as a 22-year-old, winning as a rookie, played three days hungover when I won.” Adding on, the golfer had also recounted how winning his rookie year as well as the feeling of invincibility he had as a result was both the best and worst thing that had happened to him.

The alcoholism, however, brought with it depression, anxiety, and self-esteem troubles. Murray even recounted how he thought of himself as a failure due to his professional career results. He once said, “There are days where I didn’t want to get out of bed… I always looked at myself as a failure. I thought I had a lot of talent that was just a waste of talent… I struggle with anxiety… depression. That stemmed a lot from the alcohol use. I struggle with comparing myself to others, and self-esteem. There’s a lot of issues that – I call them issues. I think they’re common issues that we all endure.” How did he get out of it? Well, he asked for help and his life changed.

The alcoholism stopped in 2022 when he met with a motorcycle crash in Bermuda during the PGA Tour’s Bermuda Championship. The golfer went ahead and hit the oncoming traffic due to which he required 50 stitches, 25 of which were on his face; “If I didn’t have my helmet on, I probably would have died. It should have been my rock bottom, but I had to keep going. I felt like I was still invincible.”

The recovery following the accident witnessed Grayson Murray put down his drink, attend rehab by choice, and turn religious once again. Recollecting the same, he said, “It took me a long time to get to this point. That was seven years ago, over seven years ago. I’m a different man now. I would not be in this position right now today if I didn’t put that drink down eight months ago.” But none of it would have been possible without his support system.

The pillars of support during Murray’s difficult journey

“The Lord was looking out for me then, and he’s definitely looking out for me now,” stated the athlete when he was sharing his journey through addiction and mental health issues. He also pointed out how all of it was possible due to his parents, friends, fiancee Christiana Ritchie, siblings, and nephews; “Everyone in my life right now who is close to me who has been through the struggles with me, it’s all a team effort. I’m not sitting here – I am sitting here alone, but all of them are part of this.”

Grayson Murray’s story is one that deserves to be heard by many, especially by those who are struggling. His death is surely a heartbreaking tragedy, but the life he led was a beautiful testament to how through willpower and perseverance one can overcome any adversity and emerge victorious in the game known as life.